Conclusion...

so i didnt kill myself. instead i found the best friend a boy could have and she showed me the world opened my eyes and tore down my wall like no one has ever done b4. weve made friends and she got me a job. we explored cali together and will never be apart. you are my sunshine sara, and i dont want to drift away....

rejection

search for a new. i want a girl, i want life, i want friends. should i risk rejection. the cold touch of rejection, a puch to the face and left with nothing, why not just ram my car in to wall and save myself the trouble, i have nothing to lose...

my turn to play

oooh how your heart aches.. my smile brings you tears... your confused? well so was i now its my turn to play. oh the bitterness of your medicine, you cringe as you drink it down. im enjoying this to much, swarm you leach swarm...

JENNY

Your such a fuckin tease why did i fall for you again... FUCK. you stupid bitch you cant grab my ass every 5 min., flirt with me constantly one minute, the the next turn around and say you just want to be friends you worthless leach i fucking hate you and i know im not the first youve done this to and i can tell i wont be the last...

why must you be so ...

why are you dating him he is gross and never showers. you are beautiful you are the princess to my castle the one i must save from him the dragon. but i hath not a sword or shield. . .

worthless boring

my life is shit and there is no one there. i feel empty with nothing to fill me. happyness will never come. im worthless other than flipping fucking burgers for ungreatfull sons of bitches that only want to point out what you did wrong, join the fucking club... when will this get good???

it hurts soo good

when i get burned or cut i love it .. pain is good. pain means i am hear. pain is to sensational so amazing so orgasmic that its all i want i want you to hit me punch me scratch me kick me, make me hurt...