Party?

im ready. i want to go out and live nothing matters now... not in a depressed way.. but i relize im just not that scared of death, and im ready to set it on the line. im excited to go out and let loose, im lookin to have a good time, no matter the price...

ok ok

by putting all those emails in i dont really imply that you need to read them all but it would be fine if you did

last days

yesterday we got up at 6:30 and ate breakfast. and then a taxi arrived (mercedes) and we went to the airport were everything went smoothly. until we got to the gate and in ryan airs flights its ga not assigned seats, so everyone was rushing in line so they could be on the plane first, but we had priority seats so we got to load onto the plane first anyway. when up in the air a lady in the isle across from us was getting a bag above her and another bag fell and landed on an old ladies head. and she was pretty hurt but ok and the other lady didnt even ask if she was ok or so sorry. but any way we got home safe and the taxi was nice home and when we got home laura took a nap and i went to the butchers and got a sausage roll. then the girls got home and got there presents from laura (a panokio) and for dinner we went to mcdonalds. i played with the girls then they went to bed. and simon got back from london and we had ice cream cones wile watching a comedian show then to bed... today i woke up and played with scarlet. and me and laura went to kate's house then to AZDA (english walmart) and it was very similar to walmart and laura bought me tons of sweets and biscuits and crisps for my flight. i ate a sausage roll in the cafeteria at azda and it was terrible, we got home and i played with the girls wile laura made shepherds pie and i packed. the shepherds pie was pretty good w/ corn and ice cream ...mmm and spotted dick for pudding, i like spotted dick (haha eww puke puke) but really it was good. then the girls went to bed and i got cuddles and kisses from zena but not from scarlet, then watched bigbrother w/ simon and laura wile making a facebook for laura hahah...

when in rome

on friday me and laura got up at 3:00 am, and the cab arrived at about 4:00. on the way we figured out that michael jackson was dead, can we have a moment of silence in his memory (....................................) jk haha but any way. we went to the east midland airport. which was pretty small and nice and we had priority seats (woowoo look at me moving up in the world) on ryan air (which is cheap and notoriously bad) but it was a nice flight, and i have realized that i LoVe flying i really do. it was a short flight and we were then in rome!!! we got a taxi to the hotel, and the driving is sooooooo relaxed were people were just merging in and out of lanes with no turn signals or anything and most the time your in the middle of the road, (it was pretty scary) but it was nice that the cars were back to normal and driving on the right side of the road (most of the time). also there was graffiti EVERYWERE really on every wall. on one of the main streets it was so bad that you could rarely see the wall. and sadly it was mostly tags not street art. then we dropped our bags off at the hotel and went toward the forum. it turns out we went the wrong way around it and so we had to back track and you had to buy a ticket but you couldnt buy a ticket for just the forum you had to buy it for the forum and the coliseum. so we decided to do that on sun. then we went and got some pizza and it was sooo good. then we went back to the hotel and had a nap. after that we went to the pantheon and piazza navona. the pantheon was outstanding. and then we went to the trevi fountain. i threw a coin in and we went to a restaurant down the street were i had spaghetti and it was amazing i think it was the Parmesan cheese that made it sooo good. for pudding we had gelato which is the best thing EVER its so smooth and creamy. after that we had an early night for an early morning the next day... on saturday we got up at 6:30 and had breakfast at the hotel and a taxi from a tour company was waiting for us outside and we went to the company building to buy the tickets for our tour of the Vatican. wile waiting for the bus we both made sure people thought we were english. because there was an american family that was acting bad and screaming and insulting this poor taxi driver because they wanted to hold the tour bus so they could go back to the hotel and get some glasses that they left. it was very embarrassing. but we left toward the vadican with out them THANK GOD. and me and laura were making bad jokes, about them and micheal jackson, and the tour, and basically anything. we got to the Vatican and all the other tour guides had sticks with crap on top or something so that there group will know were to go/follow. our guide, (who obviously didnt like her job and wasnt very good at it) had a newspaper to hold up. it was pathetic, she didnt give much info and it was partially incorrect , but the Sistine chapel was AMAZING. me and laura decided to ditch the tour and go back through the rest of the museum that the tour guide decided to skip right through. then we went to the pizzeria in the vatican museum and they only had cheese pizza and it wasnt very good either. then we went to the vatican post office and sent a couple of post cards. after that we went to St. Peters... it was soo beautiful. we went in and it was sooo big and soo amazing, and we saw Michelangelo's pieta, and it was gorgeous. i then went up into the dome of st.peters wile laura wandered outside. first the stairs took me to the inner part of the dome were i saw a ton of mosaic and painting, then up to the roof, then to the top of the dome, and you could walk all the way around it and it was soooo amazing seing all of rome from the top of st. peters. then i went back down (a different way) and on the roof there was another post office and gift shop. then back down. over 1000 steps twice but it was worth it. we were both very tired me more than her and we folded and took the bus back to the hotel for another nap. i didnt sleep i rested for a bit then went and shopped in the street next to our hotel. for dinner we went to a restaurant next to the hotel and it wasnt as good as the night before but ok. then more gelato.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... on sunday we got up at 7:00 and had breakfast on the roof again then walked to the coliseum. and i geuss they close most of the roads on sunday because the 2 main streets outside the hotel were closed along w/ other small streets we saw later. but we went around the coliseum twice before finding the entrance and we got there early so there wernt alot of people and it wasnt so hot. and i thought it would be crumbling and about to fall any minute but no it is very intact and solid. it left me speachless. we wondered around after that trying to find the forum and after about 45 min. we found it (like 5 min. away) we wondered around there and i didnt like it. it was just a bunch of crumbled collums and buildings, and not very nice. we then headed across the street to the pizza place we went to the 1st day. and i have to say it was even better. we rested at the hotel for a couple of hours then went to the spanish steps and some church (we went to like 10 churchs and walked in on 2 weddings) we saw some street artists and all the high end shops ( gucci, prada, dulche and cabana) all that crap were on the way. after the 2 sites we went back to the trevi fountain area and shopped and ate at a restaurant were i had a pizza (bigger than my head) with ham and it was sooooo good the best pizza in ages. we talked about family, and she kept mentioning people from normans side that she thought i would know but we know nothing. then we got our last gelato and stopped at our vending courner (that i forgot to mention) but its a little area of vending matines and they have beer and alcohol in them because there is no drinking age...

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today i got up and hung around for a bit and packed for tomorrow journey. and for lunch i made myself a ham sandwich and crisps..mmm. and today the girls were off school and hannah came early w/ ben a little boy from scarlets class that she is nannying for a couple of weeks cause his dad has surgery and has to stay in bed. but after lunch me and hannah took the kids to playzone. which is a big indoor play place for kids. it has a ton of stuff like at incredible pizzas kid area to play in. it also had these big slides that were really wide and high. one of them had a couple of humps in it and the girls and ben loved it. then there was the blue slide which was straight down. i went on it and it was soo scary then zena wanted to try it and she loved it. we played for about an hour and a half, and the place was empty so it was fun. then we went home and scarlet and ben played together and zena took a bath wile hannah made dinner which was spaghetti and it was pretty good, after dinner i finished packing and hannah took ben home and laura took zena to brownies, and scarlet went with her. simon was in london all day, and laura was freaking out about packing. laura got back w/ scarlet and i took a shower, then laura needed to pick zena up so she wanted to leave scarlet at home and scarlet was very tired and screaming. she screamed and cried "i want my mummy" for about 20 min. untill she fell asleep. i could only think do you want king tut or a different mummy. haha not really. im going to bed early which isnt very helpful sense i have to get up at 3 anyway...

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today i woke up and took a shower, had crumpets...mmmmm. and did some drawing then me and luara went to the co-opp (local store, just down the street... only like 10 houses down) and i got a pizza for lunch. after lunch me and laura went into newark (its so confusing but ive now got it ... we live in collingham, very close to newark {kinda like we call small towns outside kc or st.louis , st.louis and kc since its so close.} and newarks full name is Newark-on-trent) laura and i split up for about an hour wile i got some presents and she got cloths. then we met up at morrisons (the supermarket) and she had already done the shopping when i met her so we went to the car and went home. when we got i went down to the co-opp and got some candy and cookies to bring home and for every1 to try. when i got back me laura and simon all had a doughnut before the girls got home. i played w/ the girls wile laura made Tea which was steaks {in cream, :( } and potatoes and green beans. it was ok but kinda gross. then i played w/ the girls a bit and they went to bed and im having ice cream an laura is having a doughnut and simon is having tea... wile watching big brother...

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today we just hung around for a bit and i did some drawing and laura took a nap cause she didnt get any sleep last night. i made myself a sandwich and watch some tv. then me and laura picked up scarlet from school. she had a fun day and had her face painted like a cat. and we all went to get ice cream and went to a chocolate shop then picked up zena and her friend and they all had chocolate for snack in the car. we dropped zenas friend off and went home and i listened to zena wile she was in the bath and laura made Tea wile watching scarlet. then scarlet hopped in the bath and laura bathed her wile the tea was in the oven. and i did zenas spellings with her which were surprisingly hard. then we had Tea which was sausages, potatoes and corn. and for pudding we had pineapple. then scarlet sent me to prison (in the hallway) and gave me toys. then they were off to bed and i think im gonna go down stairs in a minute and share some ice cream w/ simon when he gets home from london...

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today we just hung around for a bit and i did some drawing and laura took a nap cause she didnt get any sleep last night. i made myself a sandwich and watch some tv. then me and laura picked up scarlet from school. she had a fun day and had her face painted like a cat. and we all went to get ice cream and went to a chocolate shop then picked up zena and her friend and they all had chocolate for snack in the car. we dropped zenas friend off and went home and i listened to zena wile she was in the bath and laura made Tea wile watching scarlet. then scarlet hopped in the bath and laura bathed her wile the tea was in the oven. and i did zenas spellings with her which were surprisingly hard. then we had Tea which was sausages, potatoes and corn. and for pudding we had pineapple. then scarlet sent me to prison (in the hallway) and gave me toys. then they were off to bed and i think im gonna go down stairs in a minute and share some ice cream w/ simon when he gets home from london...

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today i woke up early so i could watch scarlet (she goes to a 1/2 day of school on monday and tuesday) wile laura took zena and some other kids to school. me and scarlet had rice krispeys and hot chocolate, and watched charlie and lola (the same episode 4 times). then she decided to made a bed and fort in the living room. then hanah (the nany) came and took over for me wile i took a shower and got dressed and stuff. then hanah and scarlet went to dance class and me and laura went to morrisons (superstore) and i picked out a pizza for me and hanah for lunch and fish sticks for scarlet and her friend. we also got some really good biscuits (cookies). we picked up a scratchers ticket and we won NOTHING, but thats alright we decided we were better that every1 else anyway. when we got home hanah popped some fish sticks, chips (fries), and the pizza in the oven. and scarlet picked out the plates and cups for her and her friend (it was her friends b-day a couple of days ago and scarlet had to miss the party so she had her over for lunch). lunch was good and i left before they opened the present but not befor we ate doughnuts!!. after lunch i just hug around wile laura did chores and such and hanah picked up zena and took her to chior. and we had an early dinner because i was to go hang out with josh again. and we had bacon sandwiches and crisps in front of the tv (unfortunately it was more charlie and lola). then josh and his dad and brother picked me up and we went to fencing practice.. and i did it 2 hahahaha. we put on the outfits and crap and started it was really funny. then we headed to the park for youth group.(just me and josh). youth group was kind a bust and they didnt have change for a 20 so we went to the store and got fanta and candy. then we walked back and played soccer then we went home. and me and laura talked and watched telli before i came up here to write this the i go to bed...

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today we had crumpets for breakfast...mmm. then we hung around for a wile. and we went to lunch at the friendly farmer for lunch. i had roast pork, new potatoes, fried potatoes, and yorksire pudding. it was good except for the yorkshire pudding ,it was kinda burnt i think. and i guess i eat really slow cause every1 except scarlet was done 5 min earlier than me... but i digress. then we went to the castle in newark (the one that is in ruins) and there was a mid evil reenactment and it was ok but pathetic. after that we got ice cream and went to the park were scarlet and zena ran around, isaac helped scarlet and jessy helped zena and i went back and forth between the 2. we went home and the boys packed and left. and me and zena went up to the store and got some milk wile luara made tea(dinner) and simon gave scarlet a bath. for Tea we had spaghetti and it was pretty good. then me and the girls played hide and go seek, then went to bed. now me laura and simon are watching telli and eating chocolates...mmm....

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today (friday) we all went to the park for a birthday party for one of the girls friends. it was cold and windy and looked like it was going to rain. there were sandwiches (if you could call them that) it was 1 piece of ham in a buttered bun. then joe came with isaac and jessy and dropped them off with us. there pretty cool they remind me of nick and michael. then we went and got ice cream and went to the sculpture garden. then we went home and about 3 other "big"(11-14) kids came over and like 4 littler kids (7-8). we played some games, and ate pizza and watched the matrix. then that night isaac and jessy stayed the night and we watched some telli and went to bed...

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today (friday) we got up and went to a starbux and had our cinnamon rolls (delicious again) and headed to tate modern which i was so excited about. we went into like 6 dif. big galleries and there were warhol's and picasso's and oldenburg's and calder's, it was sooooooo great the best art galleries ive ever been to. we spent like 20 min in the warhol room alone. it was soo great. then we went back to leister square and got a sub sandwich and laura put me on a tour bus around london. it was pretty cool and i got alot of good pics of big ben., (well not really cause big ben is the bell not the clock). then we went to the british library and saw old bibles and crap and she told me that mom teared up when she went through it (how womanly). then we got our bags got some mcdonalds and headed home on the train. and when we got there laura left the car in the train stop parking lot so we rode home (and did i mention laura only just got her license about a month and a 1/2 ago) she is soo terrible... we laughed for about the first 15 mins as she tried to make it home then she finally got the hang of it again and we were ok...

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well today (thursday) me and laura got up and went to starbux and thoroughly enjoys us some cinnamon rolls. then we went to the summerset house where there was an art gallery and there were a lot of monet's and cezanne's and gogan's. and there was the cezanne that is of the girl standing at the bar looking very mad (the one we have a print of in our dinning room) it was amazing. then we went to the British museum and saw alot of cool stuff but then we went and got lunch in the cafe and after i headed to my class on indian botanical painting and it was pretty nice and i made a really good piece. then we went to the basement of a church and had some drinks at the cafe, then did a brass rubbing (look it up cause im not explaining it). we went to an italian restaurant for dinner and i had a calzone that was as big as my head and was pretty good and i only managed 1/2 of it though. then we got some candy on our way home and went to bed... p.s.? i forgot to mention that on tuesday i went to the transformers movie wit this guy named josh who looked 18 or so but was only 14, he was cool though...