no-one

i dont think i can ever love. im to ashamed. to far behind. i will forever be a loner me myself and the loneliness. i dont know whats wrong with me im so fucked up physically and mentally. most of the time all i can think about is death. when i see a couple together kissing, holding hands, whatever it makes me gag. i have no starting point i will not let you in, you will crush me and i know...

drive

i just want to get all my crap put it in my car and drive. take any road it doesnt matter just go. its not that im mad at any one or anything i just want to go. i want it to be a mystery of were i am and i just want to travel the americas, canada, mexico were ever. just drive...

mind games

i dont get it are you just leading me to the gallows. i stretch my neck out on the table wile you hold the meat clever behind your back. is this a game to you to lure then kill. do you like me or has this flirting all been part of your game i cant stand your tricks...