Conclusion...

so i didnt kill myself. instead i found the best friend a boy could have and she showed me the world opened my eyes and tore down my wall like no one has ever done b4. weve made friends and she got me a job. we explored cali together and will never be apart. you are my sunshine sara, and i dont want to drift away....

rejection

search for a new. i want a girl, i want life, i want friends. should i risk rejection. the cold touch of rejection, a puch to the face and left with nothing, why not just ram my car in to wall and save myself the trouble, i have nothing to lose...