Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Long overdue sigh
these last couple of days ive been bla. every moment that ive been happy i have put my self down almost begging to be sad. i dont want to be sad, but everything that has happened in the past keeps popping up in my brain. i feel i dont deserve to be happy. all of this is also causing artist block which is even worse because thats the only way other than this that i can get all of this out. im tired, bored and hurt. my thin outer "happy shell" is cracking and im out of glue. . .
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try to stay positive remember the past is the past and there is nothing you can do to change that all you can do is move on and make the future better every mistake is a learning lesson in descise-i sound like a foryune cookie :)
ReplyDeletehaha that would be wicked as in cool not as in witch like :)
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