Tuesday, September 22, 2009

no-one

i dont think i can ever love. im to ashamed. to far behind. i will forever be a loner me myself and the loneliness. i dont know whats wrong with me im so fucked up physically and mentally. most of the time all i can think about is death. when i see a couple together kissing, holding hands, whatever it makes me gag. i have no starting point i will not let you in, you will crush me and i know...

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  1. It'll happen someday I promise. sorry I haven't really been there for you the last couple weeks. A lot of stuff has been going on lately.We need to get together and hang out. Hope everything with your friends is going well and whoever this girl is who's been hurting you.Just remember it's her loss.
    Mel

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  2. your like 16,, you still have time to find someone you care about and who equally cares for you. it will happen for you at the right time so don't worry about it. it's hard to believe at this time but give it time

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