realization

so last nite wile laying in my bed i finally realized death. not just " oh, well, you live then you die" crap. but the fact that most lives mean nothing. i mean most people didnt do a thing in there life, didnt help someone, didnt make a big contribution, didnt mean anything. to have a real existence you have to go down in history, have a fan club, be recognizable. or else you are just another sad soul going through the routine the gov. set out for you. your job that means noting, your tv that means nothing and anything else that you mindlessly do. YOU MUST DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT, SOMETHING EXTRORDINARY...