Saturday, January 31, 2009

What happend to simple

i dont know what im looking for in this but its a false sense of security that seems to work for now. i dont know what a meaningful life is, and i dont know what i want to do with my life. i cant decide , all i know is that i want to do art, have enough money and travel through out the world. i kinda miss the good old times when life was simple, when your little, and dont know that anything in the world is bad. one of my best friends lived in a meth house across the street from me, but we didnt know what that was and so we just hung out and had fun like little kids are supposed to do. i miss the days at my grandmas house, when me and her would just paint, we were so close and i loved her. . .

3 comments:

  1. Im sorry your life is shit right now but your seriously scaring me!try to get out of your house more! Stay away from your sister cuz she obviosly depresses you and just try to make friends that aren't your family! Please just try to be happy!!
    mel

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  2. sorry for the lousy comment my computer was down and i was left with the schools reasources, i know what you mean about when you were innocent to all the worlds maddness.
    I totally miss the days when my mom didn't disgust me and i thought it was normal to be pushed around and told your replacable-haha that's really sed. anyways i hope you feel better probably hang out with your friends they are your saftey net.(not trying to be all demanding like - hang with yur frends!- )

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